new thought process

yes i actually got blessed in disguise.....

{looking to my last post which almost took place in may.... i really felt intelligent of myself...wat a deep thought man too goood :) }

...its a repeated act done again and again in my life and i m left with no option but to thank god and say with my tears that i m stupid and i think i will continue to do that..but know that u r always wid me and my family people to hold me and them whnever required.....aug 2009 to feb'10 time was really a dream getting real life time colors......... God have we signed you with some insurence policy that you r going to safeguard all time, despite of all stupid things we do.....u r simply gr8 :)...Thanks Thanks again.

But God I know i m good grl I never feel ill for any one, never do any thing wrong tooo. so why at some stages...you let me feel like some thing is wrong and i m responsible for it. Is this guilt quotient is attached to every one on earth...or just it has highest value with me only.

haaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!1talking to u is a big relief god...thanks again... I know after my father.....you were only resource of positive energy which let me to this stage....Thanks again.

Lets talk about sth new...the precious prize you r going to give me soon. Please provide me whole set of maturity to handle it. and lots of love to shed on ur gift. and also the gift shud be by default ur follower. A package of this will be wonderful. luv u god... be with me and my love all time.

wat shud i do?%%###########????????????

this is so unsure to say at any point that i m happy or not

i m confused or not

i wonder, is it the same with evry one?....... mostly found that yes evry one is confused at some point..... in life(guess its fruit of all moh maya we get into)

i have read ramayan and felt that evry thing has a reason ... wat is the reason behind all that happening with me right  now.

is it imp to know alll things and then proceed to plan and act but some times we get blessed in disguise....

i think shud start up again with new mind set with new dreams and there design new plans... i know already have done that many times... always failed but.. there was no buzz that i failed it was me who declared that.....shud i talk to someone about it.. no b coz i m not conveinced by anyone... so way to put thoughts in front of anyone who have no idea about me........i think shud better ask people about the things which r general.. not the personal one.... becoz no one knows u better then u ur self..

to be moderate not to go in extremity..now lets start frm today